Where is God in a terminal cancer diagnosis? Steve Legg, Allan Finnegan and Andy Kind

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Where is God to be found when you face a no-joke reality of a terminal diagnosis for cancer? Two comedians, who are both Christians, are facing just this challenge. This discussion between these two men will transform the way you think about terminal illness. This is an uplifting show with two people who feel even closer to God than before they received their devastating news.
Allan Finnegan competed in the 2020 series of the ITV variety competition Britain’s Got Talent and got to the semi-finals with his comedy act. After the show, Allan a Baptist minister continued working at his church in Bootle as normal but sought medical advice when he started to experience some issues with his vision in 2022. He has now been given one year to live after being diagnosed with a rare cancer and has been told by doctors they can do nothing more for him.
Steve Legg is also a funnyman of faith who was given 120 days to live. He’s already passed that and phenomenally successful book The Last Laugh tells the gripping story of rather than get busy dying he got busy living. Like Allan, Steve’s story offers genuine hope in the face of death.
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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier640μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier660μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier630μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier750μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier680μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier660μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier710μs

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