Is motherhood idolised in the Church?

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In this episode of the Woman Alive podcast, Tola-Doll Fisher discusses the topic of motherhood with Church of England vicar, Rev’d Sophie Bannister, ministry leader, speaker and writer, Shovorne Adams and marketing specialist in the charity sector, Rachael Arding.
This conversation is based on an article written by Rev’d Sophie Bannister for WomanAlive.co.uk

The Woman Alive podcast is produced in partnership with Open Doors.

For Sophie’s article:
https://www.womanalive.co.uk/opinion/god-has-called-me-to-be-a-mother-and-a-minister-but-i-regularly-have-to-ask-myself-which-comes-first/14043.article

For the Great Sexpectations article:
https://www.womanalive.co.uk/opinion/great-sexpectations-i-think-my-15-year-old-daughter-is-having-sex-with-her-boyfriend-what-should-i-say-to-her/15078.article

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Released on 26 Jul 2023

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