Are Christian women more prone to Imposter Syndrome?

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In this episode of the Woman Alive podcast Tola-Doll Fisher is joined by two coaches to discuss imposter syndrome; the familiar feeling of self-doubt and insecurity that can rise up regardless of our skills and achievements.

Peggy Bodde is an empowerment coach and the founder of Sacred Work, an organisation that gives free leadership support to Christian women at work. You can find her at peggybodde.com

Arit Eminue is a career coach and consultant with an MBE for her work in the creative industries. You can find her on Instagram and LinkedIn and at her website ariteminue.com

Our Great Sexpectations dilemma this episode is: 'My Christian boyfriend was a narcissist'

The producers of the Woman Alive podcast are Chantelle Johnson and Rachel Huston.

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Released on 24 Jun 2024

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier780μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier640μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier710μs

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