Cole Arthur Riley: From existential doubt to a mystery-filled faith

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In her student days, Cole Arthur Riley was an atheist eagerly searching for peace, in what she now smilingly describes as a "grand search for ultimate truth". Reflecting back, she thinks that journey turned out to be a mask to placate her own discomfort with mystery. In this in-depth interview with Premier Christianity's Sam Hailes, the author of the critically acclaimed book This Here Flesh and founder of Black Liturgies unpacks how she ultimately found faith.

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier1.04ms

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier790μs

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ContentFamilyTrait.php#18premier900μs

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Cole Arthur Riley: From existential doubt to a mystery-filled faith

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