'Absolutely...Demonic': 'I Love Lucy Star' Descends Into Occult, Faces Satanic Torment Before Almost Ending It All

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NEW SEASON OF "PLAYING WITH FIRE" BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Christian Solidarity International (CSI), a Christian human rights organization that advocates for and helps victims of religious persecution, enslavement, victimized children, and victims of natural disasters. Keith Thibodeaux had it all. He played "Little Ricky" on iconic TV show, "I Love Lucy" and spent his childhood with Lucille Ball, Desi Arnaz and their family. But something happened as he grew up. Pain, uncertainty, and frustration led him on a dangerous path into the occult. At one point, Thibodeaux was tormented by demonic voices and wanted to end it all.Then, Jesus stepped in. Here is Thibodeaux's powerful story. MORE INFORMATION:- Want to know more? Read Billy's book, "Playing With Fire: A Modern Investigation Into Demons, Exorcism, and Ghosts"- Follow Billy on Facebook- Follow Billy on Twitter- Follow Billy on Instagram

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