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Christmas - we can get the impression that Christmas is a time of joy for everyone. But for some, Christmas can be grey; a time when we remember happier seasons. Join Jeff Sunday at 8 as he explores the call to be real about Christmas, and invites us to give ourselves to thoughtful reflection during this time of Advent.
Released on 15 Dec 2024
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